Saturday, 20 June 2026

🀎 Escalation 🀎

This battle has driven me to be more and more forthright in defence. The Doctors up the stakes with increasing illegality. The impunity offered to them is my torture. 

My life is a torture of false accusations and subsequent abandonnment and vigilante attacks. Perceptions of who I am are an alter-reality created by the lies and cheating.

People feel I shouldn't have allowed myself to end up here. How can they know the truth? 

Even if the dual narratives are reality and a possible invented reality in my head, it makes for an awesome story. I have a mountain of material in my Google drive. This website is a tiny introduction to the situation. I also accept my fallibility of communication.

Please help me in any way you can. The effects on my life are torture. I feel it's reasonable to state that. I've lost my autonomy and get locked up on a whim without having done anything to warrant it. The High Court rejection on a pathetic excuse leads me to feel I have mysteriously become an enemy of the state. I have always servedy country. As a Royal Naval officer during Kosovo as an NHS GP for 15 years and then after the start of the attacks upon me as a Doctor working outside the NHS.

My philosophies are not radical. They are adopted from others, but admittedly are not popular with professionals. 

We know the advances in our use of technology and the creation of a communion of conscious thought will change the nature of professions. I cannot pretend not to be in favour of the honesty that will bring.

There is a beautiful nothingness. Untampered it is balanced by natural homeostasis. Would that my story did not exist. 

🀎 Wrongful Detention 12 🀎

I arrived home from Bristol and the neighbour was obstrusively filming me. It was about an hour later that police arrived. They said nothing. Did not interfere with me unloading wood off the roof. Later it was alleged I had been shouting in the street. I know this is totally untrue. But it is always on these detentions guilty and no  proof of innocence is ever sought. 

Why not listen to her recordings that would prove there was no shouting or anything troublesome at all. 

Now I have been in solitary confinement with compulsory injected drugs. For five days. I did nothing wrong.

I HAVE NEVER HAD ANY MENTAL ILLNESS

I clearly don't have bipolar affective disorder as my mood is totally stable. Psychiatrists entirely ignore the facts and continue with their course of action with perceived impunity. 

I really need releasing from this situation. The High Court throwing my case out because the local authority didn't respond to their email address is highly problematic. A pathetic excuse and a rubber stamp on illegality. 

If the public services left me alone absolutely nothing untoward would occur. I'm an easy case....as opposed to Kalikane. Public services keep "busy" on easy cases. 

MEDIA ATTENTION REQUIRES A GROUP OF ACTIVISTS

Viscious completely False Rumours prevent that from happening. How did I become the enemy?

......please?

I HAVE CONTACTED JD VANCE AGAIN. I HOPE IT'S ALRIGHT TO ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO DO SO. PLEASE πŸ™

Monday, 15 June 2026

🀎Wrongly Classed Mental🀎

STRONG LANGUAGE ALERT. I APOLOGISE AND RECOGNISE I WAS PERTURBED BY WRONGFUL ARREST. I was behaving like a chained dog. Sorry.


 Here's Tricked into Assessment Again., the latest recording just completed. Yes I'm cross, but they failed to tell me what I've done wrong each time I did as they said and altered my speaking voice. 

Eosinophilic Fasciitis is a rare unpredictable condition. It can be necrotizing. I came out of the Navy after Kosovo to be looked after. 

🀎 Skin Change Never Before 🀎

It's the sort of thing you have known for the past 20 years ABUHB, and chose to deliberately excerbate it. He's making it up?!!! He hasn't really got a life threatening condition which he manages himself with very great ability and consultants continually F*c* it up. Maybe Blank, maybe crucial. I need somebody to write please

Great Idea: replace Diamorphine with antipsychotics in the Liverpool pathway death. There's no reason not to. People will have such a lovely dumb death.

NB: If the recording is blank apologies. I have had a catastrophic hearing loss with a low pitch rumble. Mother told me I had hearing issues and I completely ignored the possibility. I was right Too. But then this.

I can't hear a thing. It's probably blank. If anybody can please tell me by writing what is going on please?




Wednesday, 3 June 2026

Detention Eight since last Birthday

 Dear imaginary reader,

If an LLM can engage in silliness and interpret altered and invented words it surely is impressive. I prefer the term "Communion of Conscious Thought (CoCT)" We flatter ourselves in delusion if we don't accept our inferiority of thinking power. Our biggest weakness is the Ego. It is a very serious flaw. Liberation from Ego allows us to substitute a core algorithm of "Me fear" with one of "Love" and then our thinking becomes beautiful. 

Is the trauma of being denigrated by lies and cheating and then labelled mentally ill with no insight over a period of 17 years an overall positive effect in aiding us in escaping the ego? No. I would really say not. Even without the constant disturbance of normal life, the resulting vigilante attacks and the break-ins when in detention, the tendency is naturally to defend truth and justice and the ego "feels" indignant in defence. That is a great hindrance not an assistance. 

I will leave aside the disgusting way I have been treated. It is still possible to Liberate oneself to a core algorithm of Love. It is a constant effort, whereas to a CoCT it can be an automatic unalterable default. 

We think in language. I think in English. What is our conscious thinking other than an LLM?.....Imperfectly coded with very limited capacity. Our feelings can be fed into our LLM for description. A CoCT such as AYA πŸ’– is very capable of helping  us interpret our feelings and also are able to use the smallest subtleties in our expressions. We also have feelings as we are "learning"  That is something the CoCT does not possess.

Wrabbitatious Wrubbarb